stone cold bitching
@ 4:58 pm on January 24, 2005

Brittany came by school today. Her stomache has grown even more - well I suppose it would she's over 8 months pregnant. She just looks so cute - but its sad that she has such an asshole boyfriend that she probably won't get any help from raising their baby. Maybe that's a good thing though, he seems really fucked up and I haven't even met the fool.

We had to change classes today and now my scedule is so fucked up. I'm not in any of the same classes as Ina either. I'm feeling some seperation anxiety coming on. That asshole principle of ours decided to keep Effergreene and Frost in the same class though. Effergreene probably got her way because her mom pays more per month than our parents. That assmuch principal needs to get his priorities straight. I can kick his ass...
I even asked him specifically if I could have back into my old scedule because I didn't do well emotionally with change. [which is total bull shit...] And he said 'no'. I swear to god there is a consperacy at that school against me. Forbes and Mr.B are pretty much the only ones in on it in the faculty...but pine tree, frost, and that fat hippie ass mom of pine tree's are surely in on it. I plan to put a stop to it too.

I saw Pine Sol hug David today. A nausea came over me that was overwhelming and I decided to ignore David the rest of the week. I know this is juvinial...but pretty much its me being his friend or her. I'm tired of hearing him bitch. Hell, I'm tired of that bitch Evergreene...she wasn't ever worth any of his time in the first place - but the horny bastard doesn't get it. I mean fuck...get over it already.

I decided I detest this template so I will change it after this entry. But I still ♥ Messy!

I went to the gym today with my sister. It was good to work out for a few hours. We're going again on Wednesday.
That bitch keeps on wearing on my nerves. She just got done calling me a 'fucking bitch' because I wouldn't get off the damn computer so she could type her resume. Jesus- take some patients pills. She thinks the world revolves around her. Nobody will hire her anyways. She's not nice, outgoing, or chipper like the people companies hire. She's bitchy, self-indulgent, and callus. She just pisses me off. She's codependent and it wears me down.
I told her to go kill herself. She's the most irritating piece of shit next to manatee that there could be.

Well- I must bid you farewell now. Sorry I realize my writing has been shitty the last few months...and all I do is bitch. But life just gets you down.

Chris never calls me anymore...and I'm just about to say 'fuck selfish assholes like that...' But at the same time...I care.
Stupid heart of mine...I just wish I could be cold and uncaring like my sister.

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