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@ 12:09 pm on February 05, 2005

I called Christina last night when she was drunk with Nadeen, Ryan, and Dave.
Ryan said some stupid shit and I want to punch him in the face for it.
Christina got really emotional and started crying on the phone saying she didn't know what to do.
She keeps on breaking up with him but then goes back to him after a few days.
Her heart wants her to stay but her mind says that she can't do any better.
Christina is gorgeous! She's got the most kick ass personality that I've ever seen in a person... I don't see why she stays with Ryan when her mind and logic keep on telling her to leave. In most cases I tell people to follow their hearts ... but in this case her heart is decieving her... she needs to listen to her mind and leave him A.S.A.P. because she keeps on getting more and more hurt the longer she holds on to this.

Like with me... I kept telling myself I couldn't do better than Chris...
Fuck I was lieing to myself. Nobody deserves to be left with the three-F's [find 'em, fuck 'em, forget 'em...] I actually thought something would come out of it with Chris. But nothing did, and I accept that.
I'm not even really in much pain about that anymore. I realize it was a mistake...but I'm learning from it. If I hadn't done that I wouldn't be where I am now...with more knowledge, pride, and understanding... as well as maturity.

I know that staying with Ryan is tearing Christina up inside... if you could have heard her on the phone. Honesty always comes out when you're drunk. Its just a thing. You ask someone a question when their inhibitions are lowered - they tell you the truth.

I just with I could find someone for Christina that would treat her like the awesome girl that she is. I care about her - I consider her one of my better friends...

Well, hopefull if everything goes right I'll be hanging out with her tonight and drinking - as well as flashing people for Mardi Gras beads.

Like I said I'm bringing my camera so I'll be sure to take pics and post them in here tomarrow or sometime like that.

I must go and vaccuum our basement now.

I'll post later.

<3

brit

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