stabbed repeatedly
@ 3:56 pm on February 08, 2005

you know that feeling...
when it seems like somebody has their fist clenched around your heart and they are trying their damndest to crush it?

yeah...

that's how i'm feeling at this moment in time.

today was a decent day...

besides feeling sick...

but then matt maday calls me telling me that he talked to chris clark.

i was like...'what the hell, how did you manage that?'

apparently one of his friends knew of chris and had his number...

so he fucking called him...

chris denied even knowing me.

so now...i just want to strangle the bastard until he gasps his last breath saying ''you know i fucked you and liked it and didn't deserve to have you...''

now i feel an unfortuneate need to sleep with somebody i actually like...so i don't have to deal with thinking that chris was the last person inside of me...

fuck you chris...and fuck you matt...

again...if you want to harrass chris for me ... call 719-494-7683

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