because i got high
@ 9:08 pm on February 13, 2005

everything is weird right now. my mom is uber pissed at me because i was out until 5 this morning. i didn't sleep at all.
i got really high with christina and her friend from work danny.
that chronic was lethal.

i'll probably be grounded for a while so i won't be filling in any entries most likely.

i'll put some pictures from my interesting nights in here somehwat soon. one of these weeks when my mom decides to take me off from the cross and pin me to the roof of her car instead.

i am never going to get high again! ever!!!

christina and trish are so my best friends.
Christina helped me realize this weekend that I really need to tell somebody about everything that went on in my past. I think I trust her enough now to do so too. She seems like she really cares and is concerned about what happened. If I tell her I'll be letting her into a side of my soul nobody has seen before.

I can't talk about it...its so hard. But I know things will only get better if I open my mouth and start to speak.

Memories were recovered and child molestation was was confirmed more than ever.

Christina and Danny were all over each other last night when we were high. I was thinking the whole time how much I miss somebody being that interested in me, or interested at all.

I really want to get with Warren and do something this week.

My hormones are insane right now. I really need to get laid but at the same time I really don't want to because I know I'll regret it in the long run.

On Friday night we kept on calling Chris and leaving messages insulting his masculinity. I'm not saying Chris has a small peeper because I hate his stupid, ugly ass...I'm saying it because its so true...well, and because I hate him...

I ♥ MY FRIENDS SO MUCH!!!

i love you christina!!! i had an awesome time with you this weekend...

danny looks at you with sex eyes...all the freakin' time!

Well, I'm off. I'm extremely tired and my mom is so late to pick me up, she hates me a lot right now.

I did sleep in till `1:30 p.m. today but I'm still wiped out from last night. I mean 5 a.m. we got to her house.

I'll fill in more details about Friday and Saturday nights when I get my priv's back.

Work is going really well.I must go now.

tootles i love you all...

-brit

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