forgiving your own mistakes
@ 7:04 pm on March 01, 2005

I forgot to mention...

Every single time I see people I don't like groping on each other it reminds me of Chris.

Fucking Chris.

There's this ache in my heart and I don't know what to do about it. It can't be supressed or silenced. It needs to scream yet I won't let it.

Its depressing me...

because I know that fucker is with some other bitch that he's now calling his girlfriend.

What does she have that I don't have?

Maybe its what she doesn't have that I do have...

either way you look at it I feel alone and dirty and used.

How will I ever forgive myself for this mistake I have made?

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