disappear
@ 1:34 pm on March 07, 2005

Christina, Danny, Tim and I were supposed to hang out with Jason from Denver on Saturday. Well, I suppose we did.
He came by my work and we hung out for like half-an-hour. I forgot I was supposed to buy him 400 lbs. of BBQ from Howard's. I decided that I didn't have that money to spend. Too bad.

He showed up and I must admit I thought he was semi-pretty. I liked him, sort of... got kind of butterflyish.

He ended up leaving to get "gas" and we said we'd meet him at conoco. We went to conoco and he wasn't there. Then we drove back to Howard's thinking he might have shown up...no Jason. We drove back and forth about 5 times until we gave up and just went back to my house.

He completely ditched us. The thing that pisses me off is that he had the nerve to actually show up and then just flat out lie and leave. Fucker.

Not worth my time anyway, if you're like that.

Men can suck such major testicles.

Speaking of men that I think I like... Warren. The sweetheart keeps on writing me these super sweet emails. I feel like my emotions are too complicated right now for a relationship, but I must admit that I'd like to have someone to cuddle up to and such.

I've been single for exactly one year and one month. I really long to have another relationship...but at the same time I want to fuck around with my friends and not have to worry about having a commitment where I need to call someone every fucking day. Maybe I'm not ready for this.

Who can love me? I'm too strange and complicated.

I started a new review site called grim-reviews. If you are interested in getting a review or becoming a reviewer just leave a note for me.

I'm so pissed. I hate Danny... it seems like Christina is really caught up in him though. I just know she can do so much better than that pot head. She knows this too...
Damn it , Danny, just disappear...

This song made me cry by Jimmy Eat World called Hear You Me.
Jimmy Eat World is far from my normal genre. But that's okay, because their semi-decent in Bleed American.
Hear You Me is dedicated the the lead singers fiance that died before they could get married. I think that's why it makes me cry. Just due to the fact that life can be so tragic. People get taken away from us all the time... its such a beautiful song. Look at the lyrics:

There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go.
I never said thank you for that.
I thought I might get one more chance.
What would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
So what would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in. 
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing to you just one more time.
A song for a heart so big,
god wouldn't let it live.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.

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