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fear of the ice melting
@ 6:58 pm on March 17, 2005




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You know I want to safe-guard my heart. You know I want to keep it beating and warm. My fear is... My fear is that it will stop beating if broken again... My fear is... that once you get your hands on me I’ll set it in your winterized palms and watch it crumble into tiny particles of ice. My wish is... that I can be with you but never be heartbroken. You aren’t settling for the first nieve girl to come your way;are you? I don’t want to be your second choice or someone you’ll settle for. You are so beautiful to me... you have a pull that tugs my heart toward you, sweetheart, sweetheart...

Your eyes, the feel of your hand holding mine. You gave me butterflies the first time you stood within a foot of me. So if I’m your second-choice...please let me go now.

I want you to be my angel my shining star. I don’t want a temporary relationship, I want something that will last. I want my heart to stay warm and beating...
But I also want you more than anyone else right now...

After being alone for a while... over a year... your heart begins to heal... your heart begins to feel things and ready its self to experience new emotions and put its self in another persons hands... or if my heart is lucky, it will entertwine with yours... and we can smile together and love each other... with no problems...less tears... and no need to feel alone ever again.

I want to love you one day...

© DevouredSoul [(B.J.L.)]
it just wasn’t worth it ... i tried to be perfect ...

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