Richard
@ 9:58 pm on March 17, 2005

"You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
-Alanis Morissette


Its funny how you can be content and single one day and the next day you can't get a guy off your mind. Its funny how some time with one of your best friends and an almost stranger named Richard can turn into one of the only times that ice has melted from myheart and it starts beating again.
I just don't want to get heart broken again. Too many times have I had to deal with that. No more heartbreak. I really think I can love Richard though...given time.
He's so beatiful... I think he's too good for me... has anyone out there gotten paranoid about a guy being too good for you? I really like him, and I'm scared he may slip away... he's too good to be true.
I'm lost in this...I'm lost in him...because he's everything I never asked for but always wanted...somehow I know this ... but I don't know him. What the hell is wrong with me?

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