...About A Girl...

eye pains
@ 9:28 pm on April 25, 2005

Richard did come over yesterday. Things got steamy fast. Uh oh...maybe I shouldn't write about this I don't want to make Chrinny vomit...oh well, Chrinny don't read below this line...

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We started out just cuddling. It was nice just to be close to him again. He was being so sweet to me. I heart him. I rested my head on his lower stomache and started rubbing his chest. Next thing you know he got a bit excited... He told me he had a giant boner whenever he was around me. *flattered (kind of..?)*
Since I'm on the rag I couldn't really do anything with him but I went down on his giant dicker and he kept on telling me how good I was getting. I was like "Uh, yeah...its not like I didn't give head before I was with you...I was just a bit rusty..." He kept on telling me to look at him while I was going down on him and saying nasty things while I jerked him off... I did this. As Christina says : "Brittany! You're a dirty girl!!!
I am...little do people know that I think bdsm is hot and dominators/ dominatrix's + sex games are fun and keep things interesting. Indeed. So Richard kept on asking me what I was... [This makes me giggle...because I'm pretty sure Christina is reading this right now... ]but I retorted "I'm you're dirty little whore, Richard!" Crazy shiz.
He was pretty horny. He wanted to have sex with me... but that's not hot... sex while surfing the crimson wave? Nuh uh.
He's really into anal...well I don't know how he can be since he's never done it ... it kind of grosses me out overall. ewwie... but hey...try anything once? I just don't like the idea of poop chute sex. Icky.
I really want him to fugg me again though. He's so good its insane. I MEAN INSANE. I'm really falling for him though. Scares me but enlightens me all at the same time. He's a dear.
Anyway...he cummed on my face. I don't really like it that much but whatever gets him off I guess? I got it right in my eye. BLAM,SHAZAAM, TAAANG... eye pain like no other. It felt like somebody took a hot skewer and stuck it right in my eye. Owie.
Okay well I got some giggles out of this thing I made so I'll show y'all.

teehehe... I like the one with him laughing. Cutie. And yes, indeed, I do have a lot of free time on my hands...

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OKAY CHRISTINA YOU CAN START READING HERE AGAIN!!!

Something strange about last night is how much I resist compliments. He was staring right into my eyes telling me how beautiful I was and I kept shaking my head. I don't do it so I can keep on getting compliments I truly belive I am a disgusting creature...
He pulls my hair a little so I look at him and he tells me again "You're beautiful, don't let anybody tell you any different..."
Nobody has insulted me on my looks in a while but myself. Everyday I look at myself in the mirror and take note to speak to my reflection about how "disgusting and ugly I am".
I'm depressing...
He just made me feel so good for split seconds... and I still resisted his compliments...oy... What is wrong with me?
I'm also scared our relationship will be completely based around sex. I really like his soul...well I love his dick...but I'm falling for his soul...and I want something deep, precious, and long-lasting with him... he's so adorable...oy...if only I could put Nair on his chest...

Richard don't do this:

to my heart...please.

Today was fun.
What started to make it fun was a man named David. He drove by during our smoke brake at school while Christina was mooning this Asian woman that lives right behind our school. He rolled down his window and asked if she's selling.
She's like "Why, yes! Five dolla sucky sucky behind the garbage bins..."
Then we start talking about deficating with his and strippers ass sweat. He was talking about how he used to work at a strip club. Classy guy... let me tell you.
He looked like John Bon Jovi with no teeth. If that ain't sexy, I don't know what is.

Anyways, it gave me a few big giggles...

After school we went to go get Stina's tires replaced and then out to lunch we galavanted. Interesting stuff, she took note of dancing like a rete all the way to the restaurant. It was also in the rain which made it semi-miserable.
I still laughed...through my eye stinging and low self-esteem she can always make me laugh.

We then went to pick up her car and over to Shrap metal piercing we went... She got her tounge pierced. I really wanted to get it done but due to the fact I'm not 18, I couldn't. You just wait... once I'm 18 - I'm getting a tattoo, getting my tounge pierced, going to a strip-bar, buying cigarettes, and buying porn. What fun. I'm such a worldly person - but I don't give a shit.
Chrinny's new piercing's sexy. Indeed.

We went back up to my place while listening to the Bloodhound Gang. Wonderful band they are. HEAVENS NO, HELL YEAH!!!

Then off to work...

I had a decent day at work at least I didn't have to close tonight... made things easier.

Jen and I had many giggles about Tommy and Morgan.
I did really well on tips. Indeed. Friendliness gets you a long way...especially when its superficial.

UPCOMING CONCERTS:

Anadies- May 7th Union Station. I get in free + I'm getting merch for spreading the word about them. Neatness. I'm trying to bring at least 6 or 7 people. So if you're local and interested hit me up...or just visit anadies.com to hear them and buy their shwag.

OTEP! bittcheesss...no way I'm missing her again. Navajo Hogan on May 22. So there with Trish, Christina, Richard [probably not...but hey], StewPac, Chris, Seth, Jen, and Christi. Yay!
Fun times.

I think that's about it...yep.

Until next time ... ♥

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