haunted gold camp
@ 10:38 pm on April 29, 2005

This guy at work asked me out. Odd. I don't even know his name- I just know that he's one of the cooks. He said he thought I was sexy and he wanted to get to know me better. He asked me out to dinner. I giggled and said I already had a boyfriend. He then went on to ask if he was better looking than him. I was cracking up inside because this guy is fugly. I said simply that I wouldn't give him the satisfaction of knowing the answer to that question. He thought that was flattering. Teeheehee...evil.

This week was hectic...but I don't want to get into the work drama or the family drama...I'm just here to write to feel better and I don't want to dig into that massive pile of shit.

Anyways, yesterday night we went out to Gold Camp Rd. Whatever I say people will probably think I'm full of shit...
First tunnel, van lights out, all lights out, almost complete silence... and then...
I look toward the moon-lit enterance and see this blur of darkness. The blur becomes for of a distinctive shape of a man. I look to his right because it looks like he's holding something...its a little boy's hand and the little boy is holding something like a lamp or a teddy bear. I was terrified. We tried to hear things but we didn't hear anything.
After I saw the man + boy figures I refused to look up...
I think we pissed the ghosts off because Aron kept on honking his horn and Chrin was yelling "COME OUT, BITCHES!!!"
I just kept my head down with terror of seeing something else. Chrin turned on the flashlight because she said it seemed like this dark huge spider-like shadow was spreading over the enterance of the tunnel. She turned it on and I looked out the back of the van and it almost looked as if a little boy was staring in thru the back window. Scared the shit out of me. I started to scream and we hauled ass out of there.
I could swear that on the way up there I felt someone run their fingers thru the back of my hair...but there was no pressure...just like a wind almost...

That place is fucked. Next time I go there I'm going to be snapping tons more pictures.

We caught two orbs in front of the van on my camera... but nothing else. And orbs are really insufficient in photo's because they can be almost anything like dust-particles, rain, insects flying around etc...

But I know what I saw... but I keep on doubting myself. I've seen some fucked up shit...but I've never seen a ghost or ghosts.
Other than that I've just had night-terrors & seen this thing crawling on my floor that touched me and jolted me awake when I was 15 or 16. Weird. Fucking smegal [from LOTR] looking shadow thing. I hope I never see another one. Freaky.

This world is so messed and mixed with spiritual shit I don't know how people can believe in this evolution shit. Too many things left unexplained.

Anyway, I smoked a bowl yesterday... let loose a little. Its been about three or more weeks since I smoked. That shwag fucked me up too. If shwag can be good, that shwag was good.

Oy!

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