need for sex
@ 12:42 on May 01, 2005

I'm seeing Rich today. My mom is also meeting him for the first time. This should be interesting. As long as in the final hours I can get laid - everything will be okay.

Our relationship is confusing me , however.

I wonder if Richard is really capable of caring for another person right now because he's so tied up in his own shit. It kind of seems like he doesn't want me around much unless I give him sex.

I don't know...maybe its just me.

I don't want a relationship built around sex. I want sex in a relationship but I want it to be more about two hearts bonding and coming together rather than how a guys dick feels inside of me.

Christina always said that when she was fooling around with Danny...

Anyway, I got this guy Adam that lives in Boulder really interested in Chrinny. He's pretty cute.

I want Chrin to be happy...she needs to get past this Ryan shit. She never deserved any of it...and he especially never deserved her.

Okey...

Well I'll write in later about how my day went with Rich...for now I'm leaving to get ready. Yep.

I NEED SEX!

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