to richard
@ 4:48 on May 01, 2005

do not take this crap out on me,dear. you know it isn't me. and i'm pretty sure it isn't christina. christina doesn't even have a computer and her sn is crave sxmplicity...not my lady or whatever. that's gay. you know i care about you ... the question lingering in my mind is wheather or not you care about me. i have my doubts. you don't ever voice how your feeling so how am i supposed to know how this is going to work.?
you blame everything on christina - she's not that fucked up. she said that she wouldn't fuck around with you anymore because she knows if she broke my trust when she did...she knows that i won't even talk to her anymore. she even said last night that she has nothing against you...she even said she thought you were cute. i trust her. but how am i supposed to trust you when you don't trust me? i'm tired of it...i feel like i'm investing emotion into something that may be going into the shit hole. i like you so much...i maybe even love you a little
paved in glass: you don't even know. i feel like i'd do almost anything for you to make you smile. it just feels like its turning into nothing because your paranoid about some dumb bitches iming you. i have nothing to do with it, love. i have nothing to do with it so don't give me attitude and take shit out on me. you know i don't want to fuck this up...you know i care...you know i'm falling for you... please...just stop... i feel like we need a fresh start
paved in glass: let's start over , lovie. i want this to work...and i want you to be able to trust me enough to open up just a little... it seems like everything is turning into my fault...all the time. i don't even know whats going on with you 95% of the time because you barely ever call me and when i call you you're too busy to talk. it makes me sad...
paved in glass: I CARE FOR YOU SO MUCH
I'm falling for you so fast
and i don't want to lose this! You are too important to me!!!

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