shit ; got fired... again
@ 8:04 on May 02, 2005

I love it when ex-boyfriends come back begging for mercy... he wants me back and it makes me chuckle. Thanks, Matt...quite beautiful.

I saw Richard yesterday.

It wasn't much of anything big.
I went with him to help move the rest of his friends shit out of the appartment he got evicted from.

His friend was kind of creepy..yet fun...I liked him...
We went over to his other house and there were two naked little girls running around. Kind of taboo...but okay? His wife looks like a lesbian nazi... he's cute enough...he could do better looks-wise I don't know maybe she has a good personality...but behind that shaved head, you just wouldn't know.
She shaved Bella's hair too - she's only four. His daughters are beautiful...hm...
Poor kids.

After that we drove around. We were talking about seeing a movie but decided against it.

We ended up going to Palmer Park in the middle of the night and having sex.
It was good...better than last time even. It hurt quite a bit though. Richard can get wild... he's so sexy.
Hm...never had sex in the back of a van before...uh...

Today I GOT FUCKING FIRED!!!
How wonderful is that? I care but I don't at the same time. More free time for me...I need the money + the job though. Need to look for another place. I can't tell my mom or she'll ground me. I'll just tell her I quit or something...

I need to find another job first... probably at Subway. Fuck...what has my life come to?

Gawd...

Shitty shitty.

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