everything i want but don't deserve [it lyes in him...]
@ 9:06 on May 03, 2005

I don’t deserve you, beautiful
I don’t deserve your love
I don’t deserve your eyes on me
I don’t deserve these hugs
I don’t deserve these kisses
I don’t deserve those eyes
I don’t deserve being in your thoughts
I don’t deserve this pain that’s eating me inside
I don’t deserve you’re eyes on me
I don’t deserve your praise
Don’t tell me that I’m beautiful
I don’t like that phrase

I don’t deserve your time
You don’t deserve my lies
These masks are overtaking me
They’ve muffled all my cries
I wish that you could save me
But I can’t save myself
I wish that I were worthy
To be thought about
If you were a star in the sky
I would grasp for you
You’re beauty would astound me
My soul would be renewed
I don’t deserve this closeness
I don’t deserve that place
That place hidden in your heart
That cannot be replaced
Don’t tell me that I’m beautiful
You don’t have a fucking clue
My beauty is non-exsistant
The beauty rests in you...
I don’t deserve a future
I don’t deserve this sex
I don’t deserve the extacy
When you fuck me in the bed
I don’t deserve your loving words
I don’t deserve emotion
I sill want you to know
That you have all my devotion...
Je ameir, Je ameir
Take me if you may
Don’t settle for these thorns
Although I want to stay
I don’t deserve your eyes on me
I don’t deserve you inside of me
I don’t deserve these cold emotions
You’ll always deserve my devotion
I don’t deserve to be in your thoughts
I don’t deserve to be all caught
You don’t deserve my obscurity
I beg you to stay on my knees
You don’t deserve someone with flaws
You deserve one with cause
You don’t deserve my falling tears
I wish that I could disappear...

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