call me
@ 6:17 on May 05, 2005

richard: yo sexy
me: ...
richard: whats up?
richard: are we ok?
me: i think we need to talk...
richard: about
me: i'm hurt
me: please don't dismiss it as stupidity...
me: i'm just hurt
me: because i feel like i always have to call you...you barely ever call me. i mean i can understand you're tired a lot...but even when you're up you're always busy with something else or somebody else. i feel like its all been about sex. i really want to get to know you...not how your penis feels inside of me... even though that's nice too...
richard: brb
me: point in case
richard: ok it wasa my dad
me: sorry...
richard: well its hard cause your far away from me
richard: but i still wanna be with you
me: 35 miles is not that far
me: especially when i'm off Fillmore practically everyday...that's like 10 minutes or 12 minutes away from you , love
me: and i'm willing to give you gas money when you come up here
richard: i dont want to take your money brit are you leaving me
me: no!
me: not at all
richard: sounds like it
me: i'm just hurt
me: like i said. if i wanted to leave you i'd come out and say it...but i don't. i really really really really really really like you...
me: you say "yeah, i know..." but i don't think you do
richard: its hard for me to trust women
me: what if i told you i wasn't a woman?
me: eh?
me: hahaha...

richard: your beautiful
me: as a dead goat
richard: 15 bucks
me: don't have that money...people like to fire me.
richard: hm
me: this can't be about sex - i want to know your soul and your heart...i don't just want to fuck all the time...
richard: sorry
me: don't be, just show me you care a little bit more.
richard: im falling head over heals

so we're okay...i guess. i just want him to call me...

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