runner
@ 5:48 on May 26, 2005

paved in glass: and your a closed book to me
paved in glass: i never know whats going on
paved in glass: and when i try to read you i might as well just gouge my eyes out because i can never read you...its impossible for me
paved in glass: but when you open up even just a little bit
paved in glass: it means the world to me
paved in glass: you have no idea
paved in glass: i'm so passionate about you and i don't think you even know. all i want to do is love you and all i want is for you to love me. but everything keeps on getting in the way...
paved in glass: everything...
paved in glass: its been nothing but a disaster and it h urts me because i keep on storing more and more emotion into this relationship as the days go on. and you're constantly saying things like "I don't know anymore...I don't know if its going to work...." BLAH BLAH BLAH...i mean how do you think that makes me feel? I've put so much hope and faith into you and into us. i just want us to work. i'm encouraging you....
paved in glass: i try everything
paved in glass: but i get nothing...its only heartbreak in disguise
paved in glass: i don't know if you're even capable of loving me
paved in glass: i don't know
paved in glass: I'm the one that doesn't know...
paved in glass: but something i can always trust is my heart
paved in glass: even though it fucks me up
paved in glass: and fucks me over more than anything else
paved in glass: and i know you're in my heart
paved in glass: but its like your constantly trying to remove yourself rom that place. i don't know why...i don't know. and i'm rambling now you probably aren't reading anything that i'm writing...
paved in glass: i don't want to be used
paved in glass: i don't want to be hurting
paved in glass: i want us to work
“Chiller124” signed off at 5:42:52 PM.
paved in glass: i want this to work. i want you to love me. i want you to be successful in life, i don't want you to underestimate yourself because your potential has no boundaries. you're a beautiful person rich with a huge heart...and i have a huge heart too...and maybe if we put our hearts together it will create a cardiac arrest so big that we'll both die.

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